Lincoln Heights Christmas Parade King/Queen

i got choosen to be a princess!

on saturday i get to find out if i'm queen or not!

funny thing is that i just did it for fun and wrote that essay in 10 mins

but it's so exciting i can't stop crying!

every little girl has dreamed of becoming a princess once in her life right?

(:

& brad is giving me a free AX'10 badge!

goood day man (:

photography (:

UC APPLICATIONS!

FINALLY DONE!

THANK YOU DENNIS FOR HELPING ME FINISH MY APPLICATION!
THANK YOU ANDY, LILY, WAVERLY, & DONNY FOR REVISING MY PERSONAL STATEMENT!

UCSD
UCI
UCR
UCLA

PREPARE YOUR SELF!

Hercules (:

Hercules: You know, wh-when I was a kid, I-I would have given anything to be exactly like everybody else.
Meg: You wanted to be petty and dishonest?
Hercules: Everybody's not like that.
Meg: Yes, they are.
Hercules: You're not like that.
Meg: How do you know what I'm like?
Hercules: Meg, why did you... You didn't have to...
Meg: People do crazy things... when they're in love.

college apps!

THANK YOU
Andy Hu
Lily Ung
Waverly Chin
Donny Wong
Nelson Nguyen
Mr. DePauw
for helping me revise my personal statements!

now to bug the heck out of Dennis tomorrow for the finishing touches on my UC app :)

funniest line

ever heard from you dad

"i'm your dad and you don't want to tell me why your crying? is it that secretive?"

HAHA WOW AFTER ALL THESE YEARS THAT THE FIRST TIME I EVER HEARD YOU SAY THAT

you wanna know why i don't tell you anything? cause all you do is fucken bitch. never were you there for me. never will you understand me. cause you don't even know who i am. how can you call yourself my dad when you didn't even know i was turning 18 and that i'm a senior? what's my favorite color? what's my favorite food? what's my favorite hobby? what's my passion? what are my future plans? what am i doing with my life? why do i do the things i do? what type of person am i? when was the last time you ever asked me bout my day? never.

you know nothing about me.

wow mom

you think saying that was the right thing to say? you are so funny

"you know, we can't have your birthday at the restaurant just have it at home. do you want it at home? i didn't want to tell you yesterday cause you were all happy. but the restaurant said we can't have it because of your grandpa's death "

can't believe you'd build up my hopes and keep adding on to it when you knew that we can't do it because of grandpa's death. & the money.

if you already fucken knew. then dont fucken say shit at all

never make a promise 3 years ahead when you aren't sure

& fuck you dad even more.

i don't know bout you but..

my day was pretty dope (:

disney<3

happily ever after (:

senior portraits!

UCI

arg so my morning started off with another argument with my dad. i was in the mom with my car telling her that by next month i will start getting letters of acceptance from CSU's. and i was explaining how from bottom to top its community college , csu, uc, and then private. my dad ask what i applied for and i said.. ucsd, uci, ucr, ucsb, sdsu, csulb, csuf, and csun. suddenly he starts bitching bout how expensive it is. and here is how the argument went..
dad: i want you to go to a community college for the first two years
me: well if i got to a csu it's a better chance to get into UC when i transfer
dad: i want you to apply for csula then transfer to usc
me: well it's too late now cause i don't have any more free applications and i already sent them in
dad: it'll save you money just to live at home blah blah blah
me: why should i go to what school you want? it's my future and i should make the decision on what i want to study and what i want to major in.
dad: do you even get scholarships at that church!?
me: yeah everything i'm doing there is helping me get money for scholarship
dad: those koreans are going to be on top of the line and you'll just be getting little money cause your stupid
me: my church doesn't have koreans
dad: yeah you do, i know that church *points to young nak
me: no i don't go to that church. i go to the other one
dad: oh yeah? whats there? mexicans?
me: and chinese, cambodian, vietnamese, etc
dad: how much will you get ? whats the max? whats the min?
me: it all depends
dad: ha your wasting your time
me: then why are you paying for my older sister to go to a private school and study art? why are you trying to determine my future? just because she didn't do what you wanted her to do, you think you can do that to me too? i've already made my decision on what i wanted to do since freshmen year.
dad: *silence.. you better go work for your mom. she's your money

-- fuck you jackass. why are you so stereotypical? why should i go to what college you want me to do? you don't think i can do it? well fuck you. it's like how you made me go to verdugo. did i like it? hells no i hate it. why should i go to the colleges YOU want? shouldn't i go to a school where i'm comfortable and will enjoy being at? should i be making decisions bout my future?

anyways. so uci is a pretty school! the ring road looks like a nice run every morning! i got to see edward and anthony! too bad stacy went back to SD this weekend :[ so after our college tour, we headed to new port beach, and we ended up not staying cause they didn't allow bbq anymore. so instead we went to Mason Regional Park for our bbq. it was a nice relax afternoon. we laids around, ate, took pictures. lol jiaying and her ducks. well i'm too lazy to get into details for this blog.

anyways imma continue working on my mickey mouse puzzle so i can start on my tigger! :D

dear dad

i put up with you long enough. never in my life have i ever said i love you cause i don't. i'm tired of you always taking your shit out on me and yell at me for no reason. i'm tired of you thinking that i'm the daughter that does bad things like stay out late to drink, party do drugs, and have sex. why would you think of me that way? is that the type of girl you think i am? is it cause i have more guy friends then girls that you think i'm under bad influence? you are so wrong. your total image of me is totally wrong. me? drinking, doing drugs, and having sex? you are totally funny. why do you hate YUCA so much? just because i spend most of my time there you hate it? you think i'm there just to hang out? wrong. i go there to work, help out, and build leadership skills in IP. i swear if it wasn't for YUCA, i'd totally be out and never home. atleast with YUCA, i'm out doing something good. me lazy? HA when was the last time you actually seen me do something i enjoy? you think i just sit in my room all day and do nothing? you have no idea who i am. you don't even know what i enjoy doing, my favorite food, what grade i'm in, who are my close friends, etc. hells you didn't even know i 'm turning 18. do you even know what i want to do in life? what i want to major in? what my goals are? what i do with my life? you have no idea. this is my last year in high school and your not helping one bit. your suppose to be supporting me, not being a totally asshole and putting me down. yelling at me for the most stupidest shit ever. and never listen nor ask. you just jump into conclusions and say things from your point of view. i've been waiting to get the fuck out of this house. out of the 4 daughters you have, never in my life have you ever supported me in what i do. everything to you is apparently a waste of time and a bad influence to my little sisters. well you know what? i'm beginning to lose my patience with you.

i strongly dislike you even more then ever.

it's a bad month

so after YUCA i come home to this..

dad: come here
mom: don't yell she probably hasnt eaten yet
dad: did you eat yet?!
me: noo
mom: she probably has hw just leave her alone
dad: do you ahve homework?
me: i just have studying
dad: DO YOU AHVE HOMEWORK
me: NO I JUST HAVE STUDYING
mom: just let her go eat and do hw
dad: WHY ARE YOU HOME AT 8?!
me: cause i was at YUCA
dad: I THOUGHT IT ENDED AT 6:30?!
me: i had to wait for cabinent meeting to finish before i get a ride
dad: fine get out of my face
grandma: how many days of school do you ahve tthis week?
me: 4
grandma: why are you ditching? your school called again
me: i went on a fieldtrip today
grandma: are you lying to me?!
blah blah balh and i just walked away

sometimes.. family can hurt you the hardest with the little things they say..

HF day! (:

Ok so this morning I woke up about 9am to get ready, but it ended up with my older sister showering so I had to wait. I went outside just for a stretch and watered the front yard garden. Damn my dogs, Brandy & Booger, got all jumpy. I was like "too early!"After I went back inside the house to get ready.

I left the house bout maybe 9:50am? Caught the bus and headed down to the train. When I was about to get on the train, I realized that my TAP card was missing, so I quickly ran off the train and retraced my steps. Finally I found it and caught the next train ! WHEW! Morning work out! So I caught the red line, got off at 7th Street, then I got on the blue line. It was a nice relaxing ride there. Especially this cute little baby! Finally I arrived at Del Amo station and began walking to Louis house. I texted him but no response :O So when I got closer I called and it turned out he slept through his alarm clock LOL So I got to his house and Angela was still sleeping.. kinda. So while they got ready, we just chatted and caught up on whats new and stuff. Then Rex finally arrived! Finally we headed out !

Damnnnnnn we ate gooood! Hah we were making Rex try to finish the food as his progress of joining PKC (:
to be continued. dad kicking me off comp >;o

happy wish day! make another at 11:11 (:

i had a good day & night x3

711

After school, Van, Tina, and I went to 711. After picking out what I wanted to buy, we were just minding our own business and paying for my food. Suddenly, we hear a loud noise behind us around the store. Apparently some kid was trying to steal a monster and the owner caught him. While calling the police, I think the kid started struggling or trying to get away from the guy. Still minding our own business, we suddenly hear a lady screaming "WTF HE'S JUST A KID! WHY DID YOU HIT HIM?! IS HE YOUR KID?! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!" and it went on from there. Once we turned around we sad the kid freeing himself and running out the store.

Damn after I finally paid for my food, we just left cause the owner and lady were arguing so we just gtfo out of there cause it was scaryyyyyyyyy stuff.

EEE I GOT OWNED!

so during 4th period i went over to the college center to work on my EOP applications. i finished the essay part and then when i clicked next, it said that the page expired and my whole essay got

D E L E T E D

EFFF MY LIFEEEEEEEE D;

do what you want

and who said i'm flipping your words around? i'm saying if you dont want me to then i won't.

save it go ahead it came from my mouth so she has the right to know anyways.

like i said

he has every right to be mad cause i did go over my limit

my fault.

and like i said before. i don't care anymore. i only talked to her cause she asked me a question. don't want me talking to her either? i won't. does that make you happy? no it doesn't make me feel stronger. it was meant to be a joke but hitting you was uncalled for. i know that it was wrong. do you think i really wanted to hit you? yeah everything is my fault ok. i was the one who went over the limit this time and you have every right to be mad.

even if i say sorry now. it probably doesn't mean anything anymore.

you know why i hit you?

same thing as how both you and yong said it out loud in front of everyone in class. yeah i know you guys joke around alot but you dont know your limit. even after you apologize you kept going in 6th period. i hit you cause i didn't hold back this time. i got over it by 6th period but you kept going on and on. you know that i don't take things up the ass unless its over the limit.

and i stop talking bout her a long time ago cause i don't care what you do any more cause its your life. same thing refers to this too. i'm just joking around. yeah i went over my limit and i admit it. there happy?

does it make you happy to feel right? if so i'll take the blame. blame everything on me. i don't care.

don't want me around anymore either? just say it.

at least say it to my face.

homecoming!

was funnnn! best date ever! crazy friends! a good night (:

more con's of being short!

hobos1 (7:50:02 PM): i might be able to pick you up from your house
hobos1 (7:50:05 PM): if i wanna make my mom
bobasaur (7:50:08 PM): LMFAO
hobos1 (7:50:08 PM): get all
hobos1 (7:50:09 PM): errrrrr
hobos1 (7:50:10 PM): about me
bobasaur (7:50:16 PM): she going to be like "who that?!"
hobos1 (7:50:23 PM): oh no she saw you from the other day already
hobos1 (7:50:29 PM): she just gonna wonder why you me so pretty
hobos1 (7:50:32 PM): specially you
hobos1 (7:50:34 PM): and why we're matching
hobos1 (7:50:36 PM): and who you are
bobasaur (7:50:39 PM): lmfao
hobos1 (7:50:40 PM): andy is that your girlriend?!?!
bobasaur (7:50:43 PM): you wish
hobos1 (7:50:44 PM): she doesnt like short girls
hobos1 (7:50:45 PM): ]:
hobos1 (7:50:46 PM): like, srsly
bobasaur (7:50:52 PM): WHATTTT?!
hobos1 (7:50:55 PM): i date dated a girl your height
bobasaur (7:50:56 PM): whyyy!?
hobos1 (7:50:59 PM): my mom doesnt want me dating girls your height
hobos1 (7:51:01 PM): my bro is too
hobos1 (7:51:03 PM): and my cousin is too
hobos1 (7:51:08 PM): CAUSE
bobasaur (7:51:10 PM): whats bad bout short girls?! D;
hobos1 (7:51:10 PM): she thinks
hobos1 (7:51:11 PM): we'll get married
hobos1 (7:51:19 PM): and then you'll be too physically incapable
hobos1 (7:51:22 PM): of doing household choresssss
hobos1 (7:51:25 PM): when you has my baby!!!
hobos1 (7:51:27 PM): >_>
hobos1 (7:51:27 PM): that's her
bobasaur (7:51:29 PM): LMFAOOOOOOO
hobos1 (7:51:30 PM): retarded ass logic.

damn i flipped over this! LOL
on the other hand..
Ashely & I 'officially' got married today! :D