Friday, July 30, 2010

day 11. a photo of your favorite film(s)



here are just a FEW that I can think of right now

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Date w/ Maggie, Jy, & Kimbo

My day started off with a text from JiaYing. Instead of going to work, I ended up hanging out with Maggie, JiaYing, and Kimbo because Maggie was going to go to SD for Summer Bridge and Jy & Kimbo will be at SF by the time Maggie comes back. So what the heck, why not spend time (: AND I PURCHASED MY ISA VIP TICKET! BWAHAHHA After I picked up everyone, we headed towards Old Town Pasadena.

Kimbo:HELLA HELLA HELLA JIAYING BACK ME UP!
JY: WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO SAY?!

Hah she couldn't think of anything to say besides LOL so she was stuck! So we ate at CPK [California Pizza Kitchen]. Mhmm so yummy! It was a good lunch(: We dropped off Kimbo at work and went shopppping! Overall, I'm satisfied with what I was able to buy and the time I got to spend with the girls (:

day 10. a photo of you as a baby

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Step Up 3D Release Party




First time clubbing experience and this was the best night of my life! It's sad to say this but.. this totally tops prom and ever other dance I've been to!

After work I went to pick up Julie then went over to JiaYings to pick up a shirt. Once we got to my house, I started to get ready. Mike was waiting for Richard so Julie and I walked down the hill to grab a bit to eat. We ended up buying bacon wrapped hotdogs and churros. Yummy! By the time we got back, Richard still wasn't there. Mike came to get us around 8ish and off we went to Avalon!

We didn't want to park near Avalon cause parking was expensive so we parked a little farther down, along the way, there were these two girls that happen to be on every street we were trying to turn on so every time we saw them, Mike would scream "FUCKEN LESBIANS!" There was this one time where there was another girl with long hair and a guy with long hair that was walking slow and Mike screamed out FUCKEN LESBIANS but we were like "Dude, that's a guy" and he still screamed out the same thing! Hah fucken Mike! Finally we parked and we went to meet up Yong in line. Shitt that line was sooo packed! Fred, Danny, and Tiffy finally came! We didn't get in till like.. 10 maybe? BUT IT'S ALL GOOD WE MADE IT IN!

When we first got in, I was a little disappointed because everyone was just standing there instead of cheering on the performers! Eventually Julie and I, along with everyone else eventually, squeezed our way to the front! Holy shit man! Flo Rida got me all tired! After the concert, it was time to dance the night away! I haven't had this much dancing since .. Anime Expo 2008! It feels really good to just dance and let all your worries go away! Shit Julie and I got all crazy! It was funny cause we just started dancing right when the DJ played some music and we didn't notice that there was a circle of people around us! Even when there wasn't a circle, we got compliments on how much energy we got, our dancing, etc. Heck I got so many comments on my shoes! :D We even bumped into Joey & Brittany!

After the party, we headed out to eat at JJ Cafe. I wasn't that hungry but I only are a little. Freaken Julie and her "Hot Sour Soup"! Dinner was really fun because somehow everyone connected to each other because they know this person who knows that person who blah blah blah. Everyone had a really fun night. Heck this was the best night of my life!

Yong drove me and Julie to my house after we ate. Damn we didn't get back till like 3am! Julie and I ended up staying up till 6 just talking. It's funny how we're both going through the same situations. Where we stand, we're on the same boat. But shit.. first clubbing experience, and I'm glad that it was with Julie (:

day 9. a photo of your family

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Monday, July 26, 2010

Sunday, July 25, 2010

What do I want?

“Well that’s what we do, we fight… You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.”—“So what?”—“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What’s it look like? If it’s with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that’s what you really wanted. But don’t you take the easy way out.”—“What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.”—“Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do you want? What do you want?”
—The Notebook (2004)

day 6. a photo that makes you laugh

sorry Maggie but I just had to ♥

Saturday, July 24, 2010

day 5. a photo of you

goood morning world x)

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Pandora Hearts


I just finished watching the whole series of Pandora Hearts right now. Personally i really like the series. Watching it on YouTube was a pain because of all the loading and scenes getting cut off and all that what not. Other then that, it reminded me a lot of Alice in Wonderland. I'm not going to get into details bout the series because you should watch it yourself! Although, the ending wasn't all that good. Now to read the manga and hopefully they'll be a season two! And I can't wait to cosplay Alice with Priscilla! W-rabbit [Will of Abyss] & B-rabbiit ~ Also, this anime made me want to eat a lot ! Especially meat! Freaken Alice!

Friday, July 16, 2010

Accident.



After the placement exam, I can home to change and get ready to drive over to my cousins house to swim. As I was backing out, I saw a truck coming, so I stopped. When I saw it pulling aside to park, I started backing out slowly and bam! HIT. I didn't see that car coming at all. All I know is that it was on the other side of the lane coming from the same direction as the truck. So pretty much that car came from the side of the truck trying to cut it off. WTF. As the lady was talking to my dad on the phone, they were talking in Cambodian so I had no clue what so ever of what they were saying. She handed the phone to me and my dad said to sign and write a paper saying "I, Jennifer Ung, hit your car" WTF. WHY DON'T I GET TO ARGUE BACK?! Better fucken yet, why won't my dad let me say what I saw happen? Oh yeah, I know, cause I'm the fucken teenager and no one ever believes us right? This is fucken bullshit.

IT MAKES SENSE!

(11:39:42 PM): long distance relationships never work

(11:41:05 PM): people change
(11:41:15 PM): especially now that we are moving on with our lives
(11:41:27 PM): its not gonna be the same

(11:41:56 PM): of course, nobody really likes change
(11:42:11 PM): but we've reached a point where we just have to drop everything
(11:42:16 PM): no matter how hurtful it is
(11:42:23 PM): and just look forward

(11:43:04 PM): she needs to time to get used to not having me around
(11:43:16 PM): so she is using our time in vacations
(11:43:39 PM): needs some*

(11:44:23 PM): I'm optimistic about it
(11:44:33 PM): and I'm busy anyway
(11:44:53 PM): so it helps keep my mind away from those thoughts

(11:45:51 PM): one thing too.......it takes a lot longer for a man to fall in love with a girl
(11:46:16 PM): but either way, its still going to hurt you
(11:46:29 PM): I didn't get it until some lady explained it to me
(11:47:20 PM): but she was like "men want to give everything to that special someone, its just they need to feel ready to give you the world"
(11:47:47 PM): and right now, we really can't offer you much but love
(11:48:11 PM): cause money we don't have, nevertheless a house, car, credit card, etc
(11:48:47 PM): but keep yourself busy! Thats very important!

(11:50:22 PM): its gonna take some time
(11:50:49 PM): I mean it hurts and stuff
(11:51:00 PM): but I can let go

(11:51:10 PM): you should talk to Tanith
(11:51:25 PM): she can relate to you way more than I can
(11:51:29 PM): I know she really is hurting
(11:51:34 PM): and she could use your help
(11:51:49 PM): well.. i kinda needed a guys point of view on this too
(11:52:06 PM): like I said, we feel worthless
(11:52:31 PM): so we feel its pointless to fall in love with a woman when all you can offer her is love
(11:52:38 PM): doesn't make us feel like "men"
(11:52:53 PM): (even if all the woman is looking for is love)
(11:53:15 PM): yeah I know
(11:53:21 PM): its hard to understand
(11:53:40 PM): but just like you can't forget about the breakup
(11:53:52 PM): we can't forget that we really don't have much to offer
(11:54:48 PM): why do guys always put themselves down like that
(11:56:05 PM): why do girls fall in love easily?
(11:56:30 PM): don't know where I heard this but it goes perfectly right now "THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOW"
(11:56:33 PM): it just happens
(11:57:34 PM): it's not that we fall in love so easily, we're just scared that one day you'll be gone in a instant so we try to make the best of it in the present
(11:58:04 PM): thats what Tanith told me!
(11:59:02 PM): well for us guys its more like "yeah, we can fall in love right now, but the guy is going to look very stupid when he can't support the wife....(and even more f*cked if kids come along)
(11:59:20 PM): there's no need to think of the future right now
(11:59:30 PM): it's better to just live in the present
(11:59:34 PM): and let things happen on their own
(11:59:39 PM): yeah, it is
(12:00:02 AM): but men and women have their separate opinions
(12:00:19 AM): one is not better than the other
(12:00:25 AM): yeah, it's complicated to understand each other
(12:00:25 AM): its a preference
(12:01:01 AM): cause would you like a man that says "I don't want to go to work, I wanna enjoy my life right now"
(12:01:16 AM): or the man that says "I'm gonna go to work because I have to feed the kids"
(12:01:38 AM): thats the way we think
(12:01:38 AM): it's too early to think about kids!
(12:01:59 AM): to us. it's the little things that matters
(12:02:05 AM): yeah, but babies come out of nowhere!
(12:02:10 AM): we appreciate everything
(12:02:34 AM): right now everyone is just thinking bout college and whats going to happen later
(12:04:09 AM): its a magnet effect
(12:04:25 AM): so yeah
(12:04:34 AM): thats why man and woman belong together
(12:04:41 AM): balance it all out
(12:04:42 AM): cause one thinks of the present,the other of the future
(12:04:51 AM): together they are the perfect combination
(12:04:59 AM): THE END
(12:07:32 AM): well Thank You too
(12:07:43 AM): I learned alot from you
(12:07:52 AM): well women (in general)
(12:08:15 AM): You connected the dots that have been dazzling in my head for a while now
(12:08:56 AM): high five team work!
(12:09:42 AM): *super high five*
(12:12:52 AM): you girls can spend time together
(12:12:58 AM): and talk about how stupid guys are
(12:13:02 AM): and never change
(12:13:07 AM): lol
(12:13:11 AM): that always work
(12:13:11 AM): hah personally i don't think guys are stupid
(12:13:15 AM): they just care
(12:13:19 AM): in their own ways
(12:13:22 AM): awwww.....
(12:13:27 AM): good answer
(12:14:41 AM): ITS TRUE RIGHT?
(12:15:14 AM): yeah

thank you Jesse Garcia for the talk. It was random and out of the blues but really, thank you(:

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Guess What?

We’re meant to lose the people we love.
How else would we know how important they are to us?

-- F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Matt's House & Six Flags


July 12
Matt's House! Instead of going to the beach, we ended up just going to Matt's house and swam around! Pool party! BBQ~ Falling asleeeep. MAFIA!

July 13
Six Flags with YUCA! Personally, I didn't have fun. Let's end it at that.

Seriously.

I can't take all this fucken shit no more.

No everything is not ok and no I don't want no fucken "it's ok" when it's not.

I honestly do not tell anyone EVERYTHING about whats going on because I like to bottle things in to the point where I just have to fucken kjfklsdjfklsdjfkalsd

Fucken shit.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Day23 -- Wesminister

Wow today I busted an adventure! Pretty much in the morning, I went to visit my friend for a bit then I drove over to pick up Priscilla in La Canada. On the way towards Long Beach, I decided to just pick up Leon since he was on the way. We got lost for a bit cause I forgot his street name and Priscilla told me to exit too early! After we got Leon, we went straight to Matt's house! Again, we got lost T_T but we found our way! We ended up playing Alan Waker. Esh that is one scary game D; After that Matt drove me, Priscilla, Leon, and Alan to Chipotle. I didn't really like it much since I shared with Priscilla and she covered it in veggies T_T So I went to buy myself a bag of their chips! We had about an hr or 2 to kill so we were going to go watch Despicable Me but movie times were too late so we just went to the Westminister Mall. Matt got a call so we had to leave. We switched cars and drove to Tasteas. Mhmm I love Peach Me Freeze Me! Sooo yummmy! Dropped off Leon and Alan at Sakura Shabu Shabu. Too bad Priscilla and I couldn't stay for the dinner :( Drove back to LA. Had an hour to kill so we went to Smart & Finals then Vons. Picked up sister from Union Station. Dropped off Priscilla. Came home around 10pm. Ohh man I'm so sleeepy :(

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Day 22 - Out with Judith!




  • Joann's Fabric
  • Bank of America
  • SO MANY WHITE CARS IN THE PARKING LOT!
  • Cues
  • Applying for jobs
  • Bensor's Hong Kong Drinks
  • Costco Food
  • Judy's House
  • New Moon/Wong Fu Fun Employment
  • Red Hot Kitchen
  • McDonalds for Grandma
  • Picking up/saving Jiaying & Ken's Life
  • Scary drive back home on the 110 Fwy
  • Dangerous drivers!
  • Home at 10pm

Friday, July 9, 2010

Walk Away



you dont really gotta tell me hes gone
cuz i been waiting here for so long
tell me baby where your going
where were going to be baby
cant stand to see you like this
how could you be so heartless
now i think its time to make a change

said im never gunna change your ways
i guess i gotta walk away without you
i dont wanna be the one to turn my back so easily
im sorry but im walking away
but i really gotta do this now before this love gets the best of me
im sorry but im walking away
walk away, walk away, walk away, walk away
(said i gotta go, said i aint got no other way)
walk away, walk away, walk away, walk away

you say you aint going nowhere
when your next to me your really not here
always blame, always make me feel ashamed
but you know it aint the same thing now
now all the pain you put me through
so much for me and but nothing to you
now before i fall apart (ohh)

said im never gunna change your ways
i guess i gotta walk away without you
i dont wanna be the one to turn my back so easily
im sorry but im walking away
but i really gotta do this now before this love gets the best of me
im sorry but im walking away
walk away, walk away, walk away, walk away
(said i gotta go, said i aint got no other way)
walk away, walk away, walk away, walk away

when is love,
aint gonna play no games its not the way its suppose to be
no, no, no, no oh oh oh
the way we touch
though your bodys close to me
i can feel your love walking away

i dont wanna be the one to turn my back so easily
im sorry but im walking away
but i really gotta do this now before this love gets the best of me
im sorry but im walking away
walk away, walk away, walk away, walk away
(said i gotta go, said i aint got no other way)
walk away, walk away, walk away, walk away

i dont wanna be the one to turn my back so easily..

Time.


Thursday, July 8, 2010

Adventures With Julie!




  • Hair cut
  • Cha for Tea
  • Dropping off stuff at Austin's
  • Petsmart
  • Work
  • Cues
  • Nucleus
  • JayVee
  • Main Street
  • Cha for Tea
  • JJ Cafe

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

I am now at the point where I just can't think straight anymore.

FUCK

Anime Expo

Wednesday, June 30
Wahhhh I stayed up so late just trying to finish Mercedes! But I got as far as attaching the pants so its all goood! I ended up waking up early so that I can work on my wings. Louis told me that he was going to come and pick me up around 10 or 11 so I got ready and went down to buy the cup noodles! They ended up lagging so I had time. Went to buy materials to make Priscilla's psypher and our LED lights. Thankfully I got home a minute before they got to my house! On wards to AX! We got a little lost getting to the hotel because of the damn one way streets! RAWR! But we got there and met up with Taro Boys! Brought our stuff up to the hotel and settled down. We got hungry so we went to eat some sushi. It was so not worth it! After that we headed towards the con to pick up our badges. Turns out that they cut they line so we weren't able to pick it up :( Worked on Mercedes wings. Actually we were all working on cosplay lol. Poor Juni! He was scared shitless while wearing the Red-X mask and Cha sewing at the same time! Later that night, while we were all still working on cosplay, we decided to make a McDonalds run! But it wasn't JUST a McDonalds run. We ended up driving back to Van Nueys to Angela's and Juni's place to pick up stuff and to check if the meat was in Louis car, but it wasn't. Then we went to McDonalds! I swear it was so random! But it was fun!

Thursday, July1
DAY ONE of Anime Expo! Oh man woke up so sore :( But Mommy Angela, Daddy Louis and I woke up around 6 and left around 7ish to go pick up the badges. The line wasn't that bad. We only waited an hour :D Right after that we went back to the hotel to sleep some more! Priscilla and Austin came so we got ready to head to the con! After we changed. Today Priscilla and I were the wedding version of Rin and Miku was the bridesmaid. Whew it was so tiring walking around and getting stopped like 8490284902 times! Poor Priscilla had a blister so I trades shoes with her. She wore my flats while I took her heels. Shitt they hurt so bad but its ok! We walked around the dealers hall while waiting for Austin but it turned out that he had to leave. So we wandered around then we went to get boba! Funny thing is that we got drinks that matched us! I got peach and it was yellow ! Priscilla got green tea and she was green! Hah after a while we decided to go back to the hotel room and just chilled. Everyone went to CPK to eat for Louis bday but I decided not to go because I wanted to finish my wings for Mercedes. Successfully I finished it! I told myself that I wouldn't go to the dance unless and finished and woot woot! That's whats up! When I got there I went straight into the circle! Eventually it died though. The dance was pretty.. ehh So I just went back into the hotel room and slept.

Friday, July2
DAY TWO of Anime Expo! The big day! The day to debut our Odin Sphere cosplay! God damn it was so hard moving around! It was funny trying to move around though. Especially for me and Priscilla! Me with my giant wings and Priscilla with her bird wings! We pretty much just wandered around the convention and got stopped a bunch of times! Within a hour, we got hungry so we headed back to the hotel. But there were times when we had to wait for people. I was dieing ! My crossbow was so heavy :( So we finally got into the hotel room! Then we finished up Howards Ingway's cosplay! During this time I fell asleep without knowing it! When I woke up, Cha was telling me bout how she wanted to take a picture of Me, Angela, and her then she turned around and then I was sleeping LOL. By the time I woke up, it was time for the photoshoot! Oh man I got to climb a tree and it was pretty crazy but then lighting wasn't working with us so we worked our ways around. It's ok we're going to do another shoot outside of the con anyways (: After I was done, Priscilla had to go so I went back into the hotel room with her. I really had to pee so I had to literally take off everything! My wings and body suit. By the time I was almost done, Priscilla already left me D; So I had a hard time trying to pin my wings back on. By the time I got back, Mike and Ashley already left so we were going to shoot with Eric. Hah funny thing was that he was drunk :3 After all that, we headed back into the hotel room. By the time we were at the lobby, we got stopped for a picture and when I saw the guys, I thought to myself "Hey I've seen these guys before" Then we talked for a bit but I had to go so I told them I'd be back. After I changed, I went to meet up with them and then they dragged me to Denny's and we just chilled. I shared a classic burger with Yong cause he kept bugging me to eat. Thank you! After that we went back to the hotel and then we just sat around and talked till 4:30am? Poor Mike was dead tired hah. Richard C. and I even ditched him to hide for a bit but then he didn't notice we were gone. So after that I just went back to the room and slept. Well actually.. I went in and Louis & Leon were still awake working on Leon's cosplay.

Saturday, July3
DAY THREE of Anime Expo! Pokemon trainers! We woke up to work on Leon's cosplay and god damn he was crying like a little girl! I was funny seeing their brotherly bond (: When they were close to getting done, Angela and I decided on getting ready. Rex came into the room later on. While I was getting ready he came up to me and asked "Hey so you were out late last night huh? Were you with those guys I saw you with?" and I said yeah. Then he said "Ohhh ey ey ey so which one" I was like "WTF you know that I'm with Andy" then he said "I'm not the one with a expiration date". I was so fucken piss that that ruined my fucken day. After that he tried to hug me and apologize but I was too pissed off and just elbowed him and told him to just get the fuck off of me and to not fucken touch me. Besides that, today we collaborated with TaroBoys as Pokemon trainers! We were pretty bad ass ! Priscilla, Austin, and I were separated from the group because we were looking for Pokemon plushies. We pretty much spent the day wandering around the dealers hall. Priscilla got tired and wanted to change so we went back into the hotel. Ashley & Mike came up to the room to grab a drink but the 4.. well.. 3 since Mike fell asleep just sat around and talked. It was a nice conversation I must say (: Pri and I headed back to the con because Austin was in the tabletop gamers room playing Yu-Gi-Oh. When we got there, Alan called me to go back to the hotel because Nicole needed the boots that I was borrowing for their One Piece photoshoot. So I went back to the hotel and changed into Emi. When I was halfway to the con, I get another call from Alan saying that Rex needed the room key because he needed to change. I was thinking "WTF you were in the room when I opened it for you why didn't you fucken change then" So I went back to the hotel again to give him the fucken key. And no fucken way was I going to wait for his ass to come back down to give me the key. I finally got back to the tabletop gamers room and just relaxed for a bit. I decided to go to the arcade to show some people up in my Emi cosplay since her character is dancer from DDR I decided on playing Para Para and DDR. Shit man I'm the legit Emi! After that I went to meet up with Louis, Angela, and Priscilla then we went back to the hotel to rest. I started cleaning up the room just to relieve myself. WE ALSO HAD OUR PIZZA PARTY DINNNAH! BWAHAH After waiting for Eric, Mike, and the other photographers, everyone started getting ready. Jonathan came into the room and started giving me attitude asking if I needed the boots. I said yeah but he kept giving me attitude asking questions like "DO YOU NEED IT OR NO? ARE YOU COMING OR NOT?" So I got hella pissed and yelled back and ended up crying. It was just too much drama and too much holding in throughout the day. I ended up going to the dance that night with Mike, Richard, Chris, Ruby, Angela, Richard, and I forgot everyone else name. The dance was alright. after that just chilled in the room with them then went back to my room bout 4:30am.

Sunday, July4
DAY FOUR of Anime Expo! Oh man it still hasn't hit me that AX happened! Today I cosplayed as Flonne from Disgaea. Basically spent the day in the dealers hall. Went back to the hotel. Fell asleep. Ate at Curry house. ONION DING! Yogurtland. Paranormal Activities. Late night scary stories. zZz..



Monday, July5
Zomg AX is over! And it still hasn't hit me! It felt so empty. So we rolled out of bed near 11 and started cleaning up. Slowly everyone started going their own ways and back to the real world we come! When I got home, my parents dragged me out of the house TO GET MY NEW CAR! YAY! We were basically there from 4-10pm T.T But hey I got to drive home! =D Went out to watch Eclipse after that. Ehh it was an okay movie. Soo cheesy! Went to JJ Cafe after then fell asleep at my friends house. WHOOOOPS !