Monday, April 18, 2011

Because he really cares..

So this past Friday.. I was at a install with my pledge sisters. I was an emotional wreck so I asked Eugene if I could come over after.. I told him I was suppose to end around 11 and that I would head over after but little did I know.. we ended up staying till like 11:45 and my phone died! Plus! On the way back to Rosemead.. we hit traffic because there was road construction going on so only 2 lanes were open and we didn't get back till like.. 12:30-12:45. Right when we got to Lynn's house, I jumped into my car to charge my phone right away! When my phone finally charged.. I called Eugene right away and boy was he mad.. Things weren't going well..

Finally when I got to him.. it wasn't pretty.. I found out that he called so many people like crazy and had so many people call me just to find out where I was because he was really worried.. I mean.. what could I do if my phone was dead.. Lynn's was dead.. and I had no way of contacting him? We made up and all.. but it just made me realize how much he really cares about me even more.. I mean yeah we fought and all but.. What can I say? I would flip out too if I were to be in his shoes.

This weekend, he pretty much made sure I was okay and forget about all my problems.

Let's not get into details bout that talks we had (:

I love you babe ♥

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Call me crazy but..

So what if I miss him like crazy?
So what if I always want him around?
So what if I choose to spend my free time with him instead of my friends?
So what if I want to drive all the way to Riverside just to be with him for a hour or less?
So what if I cry hard because I miss him?
So what if I get sad over the fact that we're both busy and don't talk or text as much as we use to?
So what if I want to be with him?
So what if he drives me insane?
So what if he makes me cry?
So what if he makes me mad?
So what if I want to be with him even though he has done so much to me?
So what if I am willing to put up with everything?
So what if I am hella clingy?
So what if I need him more then anyone else?
So what if I "try too hard"?
So what if I am willing to give up anything for him?
So what if I say I love him?
So what if I really do?

I miss you..