First Parking Ticket

So after school, Judy and I went to the lollicup in Chinatown. I was pulling out of the alley way to drop Judy off at the loading zone and I was turning out after she got out. As I was waiting for the cars to pass by, THE FUCKEN PARKING ENFORCER CAME AND STUCK A ENVELOP ON MY WINDOW. I WAS LIKE.. OH HELL NAH. And I couldn't argue with him because I was already blocking people who were driving by way. When I looked at the ticket, it said that I was parked at a no parking zone and I was unattended. WTF BITCH I WAS IN THE CAR. AND $85 FOR THAT SHIT? FUCKEN RETARDED.

Yellow Roses

So random and unexpected but thanks Andy (:

The Meaning of Yellow Roses:
The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. As such, the yellow rose is an ideal symbol for joy and friendship.

History:

Primary Significance: Friendship, Joy, Get Well

Yellow roses have a shorter, albeit no less fascinating, history than other roses. It wasn't until around the 18th century that yellow roses were discovered growing naturally in parts of the Middle East. Prior to this, roses in cultivation predominantly existed in various shades of pink and to a lesser extent, white. However, once the first yellow roses were introduced, their popularity quickly spread.

During roughly this same time period, new rose cross-breeding and hybridization techniques were being innovated. These experiments would play an important role in the evolution of the yellow rose. One of the more compelling attributes of most roses is their sweet smelling fragrance. This was a trait that the first yellow roses did not share, and in fact, quite the opposite was true! In time however, as breeding and cultivation methods were refined, hybridizers were able to gradually phase in the more pleasing aroma that rose-lovers are accustomed to.

Also changed over the years were the meanings related to yellow roses. Throughout history, the color yellow has been closely associated with the sun. As the source of light and warmth, the sun is integral to life on Earth, and has been worshiped in many early societies. It should come as no surprise that the color of the sun would hold many positive connotations. In many Eastern cultures, for example, the color yellow represents joy, wisdom and power. However, in Europe at the time of the introduction of these roses, the color yellow carried much more negative overtones. Consequently, yellow roses were long used as a symbol for jealousy and dying love. As time went on, however, the more universal meanings connected with the color yellow have come to prevail and entwine themselves with the yellow rose. Today yellow roses are more commonly associated with joy and friendship.

A bouquet of yellow roses now brings to mind all of the sunny, cheerful feelings of warmth and happiness. In contrast to the romantic meanings attributed to other roses, the yellow rose is purely a symbol for friendship. This gives it a unique place in the pantheon of roses. Yellow roses can send the perfect message of appreciation and platonic love without the romantic subtext of other colors. They can represent feelings of joy and delight, and are an ideal way to brighten someone's day who may be feeling down. There is perhaps no other flower that is able to bring out a smile in quite the way that a yellow rose can

Fuck my fucken morning,

So last night I went to bed not feeling well and I wake up to fucken bullshit. My mom was all bitching at me and yelling at me to wake up to drive fucken Molina to the bus stop. And she got all mad and bitchy saying "I WOKE YOU UP 3 TIMES! IF YOU DONT WAKE UP IM GOING TO HIT YOU" WELL MOM IF YOU WOKE ME UP I WOULD BE UP WOULDN'T I? AND THEN COME MOLINA SAYING "I THOUGHT YOU WERE ALREADY AWAKE". WELL IF I WAS ALREADY AWAKE I WOULDNT BE GROUCHY WOULD I? AND WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU COME DOWN 15 MIN BEFORE THE BUS COMES? I HAVE TO WARM UP MY FUCKEN CAR TOO.

FUCK LEARN HOW TO TAKE THE FUCKEN BUS AND MANAGE YOUR TIME SCHEDULE. DONT BE FUCKEN LAZY. YOU SWEAR AS IF DADDY DROVE ME TO SCHOOL EVERY MORE. YOU SWEAR AS IF DADDY DROVE ME TO SCHOOL WHEN I WAS SICK. YOU SWEAR AS IF DADDY DROVE ME TO SCHOOL WHEN I HURT MY LEG. LEARN NOT TO FUCKEN DEPEND ON PEOPLE ALL THE TIME. AND STOP FUCKEN TEXTING ME TO PICK YOUR ASS UP. I HAVE CLASS YOU KNOW.

EVERYTHING IS JUST FUCKEN BUILDING UP MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY. I'M AT THE FUCKEN POINT WHERE I CAN'T HOLD ANYTHING IN NO MORE. I JUST WANT TO FUCKEN BREAK DOWN AND FUCKEN PUNCH A WALL OR BREAK A FUCKEN WINDOW AND JUST GET FUCKEN FUCKED UP TO FORGET IT ALL. FUCK

Santa Monica Beach

THE HOTTEST DAY IN L.A. HISTORY! 113 DEGREE FAHRENHEIT! D;

So today I went to class to find out that class was canceled today! YAY! So Judy and I decided to go to the beach! We stopped by her house first, picked up Molina, went to McDonald, and picked up Tiffany and Kelly at Union Station. After we dropped off Tiffany, we went over to Kelly's house so that she can get some stuff. After she got her stuff, I drove home to change and grab stuff and on the way we go! Except I took the wrong freeway by accident =.=

When we finally got to the beach, it felt really nice compare to being in the city! We played in the water and I finally got to write my name in the sand! Freaken Kelly kept running around looking for rocks so that she can put her initials on the sand. After playing in the water, we walked around the pier and ended up heading home around 7.

Random Night!

So today was the first day of the YUCA Modern & Traditional dance practices. This year I'm a level higher! Promoted to choreographer baby! The morning started off with the main choreographers meeting together to finalize what we have set for the year. One thing that I'm really happy about is being strict on attendance. In all honesty, the past 2 years that I've been on the team, a lot of people got off easy on attendance and it really effects the team when people don't show up on time or they're absent a lot. It's really unfair to those who actually come to practice and work hard for it. In all honesty, cocky people who think they're good and can keep up needs to stfu because this is team work homie. Anyways, it was nice seeing people having fun and actually trying! It made me really happy! We started off with footwork and some basic stuff. After we took a break, we taught them a one eight count routine and they performed it for us. Oh another thing that made me really happy was that THERE WAS A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE INTERESTED IN TRADITIONAL! YAY! After everything, we just messed around with the music and just started dancing :D After the day was over, a couple of us stayed after to just relax and hang out. I love these kiddos (: Oh yeah.. AND EFF YOU JULIE FOR ELBOWING MY FACE! IMMA GET CHU BACK! WATCH YOUR BACK! >]

I went home and took a ice cold shower! It felt so nice! But I dried up so fast! D; After relaxing for a bit, I headed out to dinner with Dennis and Trinh. We ended up going to eat at Coco's at Pasadena. I had a six cheese ravioli. Zomg it was really cheesy! I couldn't even finish it! We spent about a hour just talking and catching up on stuff. Its nice not seeing people for a while sometimes because you can always have long conversations!

After dinner, I went to visit Kelly and her new car! I need to get her that "Sorry I drive too slow" sticker! Randomly, we decided to go to Cha for Tea because she was hungry and I was thirsty so what the heck?! We had a nice conversation as well. While we were there, I saw Jenna & finally met Dareel! After they left, I saw Grace too! Random?! Hah Kelly and I had a nice conversation with our waiter too! I love how people are so friendly at Cha! We just talked about all these art related stuff but what got us talking was cause I was freestlying a bit so he was like "You dance?" Kelly and I were like "I bet this guy can do a backflip!" And whatta you know?! Another dancer! And a token black guy who works at Cha! Hah After that, we were bout to leave, AND GUESS WHO WAS AT THE CASHIER? YONG CHONG. YOURE A BITCH FOR NOT TALKING TO ME ANYMORE! Nah I'm just playing! (: After I caught up with him for a bit, Kelly and I headed home. On the way home we were just singing to the radio and that was pretty much my day (:

I loved today~

So the other day, I was thinking of auditioning for 909 hip-hop at UCR. But here's the thing.. I have a midterm for Psych that day :( I was thinking maybe I can at least make it to the 2 practice try-outs and I'm pretty sure I can make it to the actual auditions. But is it worth driving 100 miles [back and forth in total] for it? The down fall is gas, mileage, and I'd have to rush there all the time. Well.. I'm not sure bout the practice schedules but just throwing that out. But what i'll get out of it is that I'd be able to dance on a team and compete like the good old days! Tempting.. Or maybe I'll go out for something here.. I JUST REALLLY GOTTA DANCE!

I got this from Eva (:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Here is the analysis:

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

& she got this from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

4 - 5 facts about your boyfriend.

1. He likes to play the guitar on his spare time.
2. He likes frosted flakes but it recently backfired on him.
3. He's a polar bear.
4. He likes to play DoTA or SC when he doesn't feel like studying.
5. He has too many boyfriends.
   

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3 - Favorite picture of you and your boyfriend.

NewYears2010(:

2 - Favorite picture of your boyfriend

This is my favorite picture of Andy because I'm a sucker for his smile :P It was really for me to choose between this picture or the picture of when he was a kid at a wedding :D What can I say? He's just so cute!

1 - Where did you meet your boyfriend?

Where did I meet Andy? Mhmm I would have to say YUCA but I don't think we actually started talking to YUCA Modern dance :P He was so mean to me! >;o

Rey Ray

bobasaur (11:21:57 AM): niguh you better miss me!
ray (11:23:47 AM): hell yea i will dont worry
ray (11:24:06 AM): ima miss your tight ass hug
ray (11:24:11 AM): i couldnt breath ma nigga
ray (11:24:29 AM): but it was good :-D
ray (11:24:50 AM): thanks for coming!
bobasaur (11:28:09 AM): haha
bobasaur (11:28:13 AM): no one can give hugs like me!
bobasaur (11:28:13 AM): xD
ray (11:28:38 AM): rofl
ray (11:28:56 AM): ur hug gave me the very tight feeling
ray (11:29:06 AM): mann
ray (11:29:41 AM): omfg
ray (11:29:48 AM): i almsot forgot to pack my boxers
ray (11:29:52 AM): BRB! gotta finish
bobasaur (11:29:52 AM): LOLLL

So I just got back from visiting Rey and it makes me sad how everyone is leaving already. What makes me more sad is that those who were really important to me during high school are already gone and moving out. In all honesty, Rey sucks at being a friend but he's still close to me like a brother even though we had our ups and downs where we hated each other. Nigguh I still hate you by the way! :D Anyways! Good luck at UCR Rey! Don't forget to use protection before you become a daddy and your daddy going to kill you for making him a grandpa! I'll see you Friday and maybe i'll bring KFC for you! Forget Yong cause he left for UCSD without saying bye to us! Fasho my nigguh! :D

My weekend with Julie

Day 09 - A picture of what you had for lunch

French Fries , Chicken Nuggets, & Sweet Tea

Day 08 - A picture of yourself

Day 07 - A picture that makes you cry

in all honesty.. I don't know what picture makes me cry anymore.

Day 06 - A picture that inspires you

J3_*♥
because they're the ones who never think differently of me because of my flaws and still love me at my worst. They're the ones who made me a better person.
I love you Jamie Suarez & Judy Wong
(:

Day 05 - A picture of your morning

Dropped off Molina at her bus stop, dropped mommy off at work, then TapEx with Maggie ♥

Day 03 - A picture of what you did today

and school

Day 02 - A picture of what you wore today

white tank. bball shorts. & converse

7 months(:

baby wrote me a letter :D

372 miles apart and still growing strong(:
I love you babe
♥

Day 01 - A picture of yourself

Day 10: Final 10 words.

1. I
2. want
3. some
   
4. Maria
5. Calendar
6. Banana
   
7. Cream
8. pie
9. right
10. now
    

Day 9: 10 ways to win your heart

1. be yourself
2. know when to have fun and be serious
3. take pictures with meee!
4. don't get mad over stupid things
5. accept me. don't try to change me
6. hug me! not those cheap ones!
7. go on random adventures!
8. do things just because
9. don't put me on a leash. i hate being tied down
10. try and don't give up so easily on us to prove to me that you're worth giving my heart away to
    

Day 8: 10 of your favorite songs

1. Usher - DJ Got Us Fallin In Love Again
2. Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You
3. Jason Maraz - I'm Yours
4. Jay-Z - Forever Young
5. Train - Hey Soul Sister
6. Clinton Sparks - Favorite DJ
7. Lil Jon - Get Outta Your Mind
8. Kci & Jojo - All My Life
9. Nelly - Just A Dream
10. Ellie Goulding - Starry Eyed (Jakwob Remix)
    

Day 7: 10 important people

1. Mom
2. Dad
3. Molina
4. Salina
5. Grandma
6. Phillip Tanlim
7. Judy Wong
8. Kelly Duong
9. Andy Hu
10. Everyone else who knows that they're a big part of my life.
    

Day 6: 10 items you can’t live without

1. Cell Phone
2. Money
3. iPod
4. Camera
5. Computer
6. Food
7. Water
8. Video Games
9. Movies
10. Car
    

Day 5: 10 wishes

1. I wish for Boba
2. I wish to go clubbing to dance
3. I wish to finish PCC asap so that I can move out of here
4. I wish for a hug
5. I wish to go to Disneyland
6. I wish for a job
7. I wish that people didn't overreact over little things
8. I wish to travel
9. I wish that ISA this year will be as good as last year
10. I wish for the simple things in life
    

Day 4: 10 things you want to say to one person

1. Hello there! :D
   
2. I don't know if you know that I'm talking about you.
   
3. I think that you should go brush your teeth.
   
4. GO SHOWER.
   
5. Thanks for the shirt!
   
6. You're a creeper.
   
7. I didn't get my massage >;o
   
8. I think I want some In-n-Out now
   
9. Stop tickling meeeee :(
   
10. Babyyy go nap! With me (:
    

Day 3: 10 things you hate

1. I hate how people are so indecisive
   
2. I hate how people think they know me but they really don't.
3. I hate how getting pushed around.
4. I hate how I get defined by my past.
5. I hate crying.
6. I hate stressing.
7. I hate being used.
8. I hate ungrateful people.
9. I hate people who get mad over stupid things.
   
10. I hate people who gives up and don't even bother trying.
    

Charice - Nobody's Singin To Me

Day 2: 10 things you love

1. Family
2. Friends
3. Dancing
4. Food
5. Stitch
6. Music
7. Victor Kim
8. Disney
9. Life
10. Polar Bear
    

Day 1: 10 things about you

1. I am 5 feet and a quarter tall.
2. Freshmen in college
3. I am the 2nd child out of 4 childs
   
4. I swear guys, I am 18
5. I drive a white honda civic lx 2010 4 door
6. I never finished a school, I always transferred [Casterlas-Golden West-Village-Verdugu-Lincoln- PCC-?]
7. My hair is thin and was blue but now it's fading
8. I am a dancer
9. I live in Los Angeles, CA
10. My current favorite colors are yellow, baby blue, and white