Damn..

pink eye again?!

Stomach Flu

Today marks day two of my suffering! It all started Friday night when I wasn't feeling well when I was at UCLA. After that things were okay until Tuesday night. I ate some noodles before I went to bed because you know me, always hungry, then I had a stomach ache. I thought that it would pass by but it didn't T.T Around 4am, I started having really bad stomach pain. A few hours later, I was throwing up like crazy. I would say about 10 times in totally through out the day :(

Today I was still in pain but less then the day before. I can finally consume food without throwing it all up and walk normally again. Although I still have a little pain, it's way better then how it was before! I was in bed pretty much all day :(

Apparently, there's been a stomach flu going around UCLA =.=

Life's Good!

• Getting to class on time today!
• Cute lunch date!
  
• Finishing homework before going out!
• Nice afternoon walk.
  
• Got to take a nap.
• See people I haven't seen in a while.
• Supporting E-Tunes at FUSE
• Dancing the night away!
• Surprise phone call!
• Job interview tomorrow! (Thanks Gary!)
• Cute gift from Lily!
• NO CLASS TOMORROW!
• GRV AUDITIONS NEXT WEEK?!
  

(:

Date with Julie (:

He Won't, So He Will.

• You won’t reply to her text messages & won’t pick up her calls, so she talks to another guy who will.


• You’re too busy to spend time with her, so she chills with a guy who actually wants to see her.


• You’re not making an effort for you & her being together, so she’s with a guy who doesn’t make her feel alone.

Don’t trip when after you guys break up, there’s already someone else ‘cause he was there when you weren’t.

When I was younger, I..

• Wrote
• Drew
• Was a tomboy
• Played basketball
• Played soccer
• Sang in choir for 4 years
• Want to become a figure skater
• Do ballet
• Want to play the piano
• Rollerblade
• Play with fire and almost burned the house down
• Started to become independent in elementary school
  
• Use to be top of the class
• Was always selfless
• Use to be considered tall
• Was a wild child
• Have been dancing since forever
• Always had my priorities

these were some topics that came up in our conversation today.
I ended up asking myself a lot "what happened?"

Drift Away..

I feel that since we went our separate ways, the people I use to be close with are no longer around as much.. nor do we talk anymore.. Sometimes I feel that maybe if I don't get too close to people anymore, I'm better off living life without worrying about who is in my life and who isn't. Maybe.. I wouldn't be so emotionally hurt. Maybe I wouldn't have to keep telling myself lies.

Sleep Deprived

Can you tell?

Late Birthday Celebration @ Disneyland

INSPIRATION!

So I just came back from having a dinner meeting with Underworld and a kick back. I must say that I enjoy meeting new people! Especially since some people from our NorCal team came down! (: Anyways skipping to the main point!

So Jackson, President, asked me to be a back-up judge for Showdown tomorrow night if Lydia Peak doesn't show up. WHAT? LYDIA PEAK? QUEST CREW? BOXCUTTAHS? CHYEAAAHHH! I was mind blown! I mean it's just the thought of being able to have this opportunity just woke me up! Why did he ask me? Cause I was telling him about how I teach and then my whole life story background so yeah! WHEEE ~

After our kickback at the hotel, Dan walked me out to my car and we were just talking. He was telling me how I have so much potential in me and how I work hard, really dedicated, blah blah blah skipping to the point! He see's me as a Manager in my VERY near future (:

Overall, I'm glad that dance is bringing me somewhere in life. I didn't see this coming but just being asked to do something like this made me want to work harder in the dance community again. Also, the thought of manager when I barley started? He totally just inspired me to not give up on myself anymore! He just inspired me to want to work harder as a promoter! Hell in life in general! I'm really glad I decided to join Underworld. They really are like my family(: We look out for each other and have fun with each other! I am really looking forward to Showdown! I love my Underworld family (:

World of Dance Awards 2011

Clubbing at the Higlands: Rush Friction Booty Shake

Nice Venue.
Great DJ.
Great President of Rush Friction.
Fun adventure night!
Picture to be uploaded (:

From Bestie (:

Astronomy

I was so in love with this subject back in high school! Now that I am taking it in college.. I'm not so interested in it.. maybe cause this professor isn't as exciting as Paulson. Or he just sucks at teaching cause he is always skipping slides and goes over things too quickly! Not to mention he looks and talks like Zach Galifianakis but with white hair, glasses, and less body fat. Can you see the excitement in my face? Back in high school I was always ready to answer and take a challenge when we played the trivia games.. now it's just.. "Ehh when is this class over?"

Humanities: 1/11

Group discussion question number 3:
What do you look for in a ideal partner?

Equality. To treat each other equally. Nothing more and nothing less. You give your 50% and I'll give my 50%. Simple as that. No need for details.

Rant.

Hey you, yeah you the person who helped give birth to me. Yeah you dickface. WTF is your fucken problem? Why do you always have to a stupid fucken reason to bitch at me? You said it yourself that you're going to help me pay for my fucken ticket and now you expected me to pay for it when you're the one who isn't even fucken helping me pay for school or gas at all? You expect me to go pick up everyone and drive all over the place and to do everything when you're not even helping me at all with anything? Do you even know that books are fucken expensive and fees are classes are expensive too? you expect me to always have money when you're busy pushing me to do everything and quit everything else just to satisfy your fucken needs? Wait let me rephrase this.. YOU'RE NEVER FUCKEN SATISFIED WITH ANYTHING. MY LIFE IS PRETTY MUCH SCHOOL NOW. FROM MORNING TO NIGHT. 5 DAYS A WEEK. TEACHING ON THE WEEKENDS. I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH FUCKEN FREE TIME TO EVEN FIND A JOB. I DON'T EVEN HAVE ENOUGH FUCKEN TIME TO SLEEP. I AM FUCKEN TIRED. I AM FUCKEN STRESSING OUT AND YOU THINK THAT I'M ALWAYS OUT PARTYING OR DOING STUPID SHIT? WHY DO YOU ALWAYS FUCKEN ASSUME THAT I'M DOING WRONG THINGS? WHY IS IT THAT EVERY THING I DO IS WRONG? ME LIVING IS PROBABLY WRONG TOO RIGHT? FUCK SOMETIMES I WISH I CAN FUCKEN SAY THAT I FUCKEN HATE YOU TO YOUR FUCKEN FACE. TOO BAD THAT YOU'RE STILL MY FUCKEN DAD. FUCK.

Anime Los Angeles 2011

Didn't take a bunch of pics.. photoshoot pictures will be posted later!

Late Surprise Birthday Dinner @ BJ's (: