Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Nicholas Sparks - The Wedding; Chp1

He smiled. "That's what I mean when I say that I did it for me. Every time I read to her, it was like I was courting her, because sometimes, just sometimes, she would fall in love with me again, just like she had a long time ago. And that's the most wonderful feeling in the world. How many people are ever given that chance? To have someone you love fall in love with you over and over?"

Monday, November 22, 2010

Explanation

This is how I was able to manage to do so much and still have fun with life.
Now everything is just.. not what I want to do anymore.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Day 12-17

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
  • Woke up
  • stayed in bed
  • went online
  • talked to alanna
  • got dressed
  • Maxt Out
  • Burger King
  • iDK!
  • PMX
  • McDonalds sweet tea run with pri!
  • picked up molina
  • Mcdonalds again
  • home
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
I would like to visit every single Disneyland all over the world!

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Earliest memory? Does this mean a recent memory? I'm going to guess it is. Anyways. I remember once being the only friend who was always there for you. We talked every day and made sure we stayed on track of this like yell the crap out of each other just to get to class or work on time. We would just talk even though we started off at complete strangers. I can't believe you would let this girl be your first girlfriend and the girl who is making you cut all connections with me. Not only me but everyone else. I can't believe you are letting her tell you what to do, what not to do, and who to be friends with. I know that you can do better, but whatever its your life. You're now just another memory of my past. Nice knowing you.

Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
I don't have any favorites. I just reblog.

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
I like the music, but sometimes it just gets too over played. Other then that, I still like it old or new.

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Highs:
  • turned 18
  • first car
  • graduate high school
  • started off college
  • first job as a club promoter
  • first time clubbing
  • first time drinking
  • first time driving up the mountains
  • dancing more
  • going to more dance events
  • omg this list goes on!
Lows:
  • i'll leave this silent

Monday, November 15, 2010

FYI

I don't like being left hanging

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Just to let it out...

FUCK LONG TERM GOOD FRIENDSHIPS THAT GETS RUINED BECAUSE YOUR DAMN BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND DOESN'T LIKE YOUR FRIEND.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

6 days behind!

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
  1. I have a betta fish that I named Peanut.
  2. I like to do puzzles by myself before they keep me calm.
  3. I've damaged my left left, right leg, and right arm but not my left arm.
  4. I'm a pack rat because I kept a lot of things as memories all over my room.
  5. I get along with guys easier then girls.
  6. I'm attending 2 community colleges right now because really just want to transfer out and move on with my life already.
  7. I want to major in biochem & psych with a minor either in psych or dance.
  8. Dance is my drug.
  9. When I'm by myself, I tend to sing my heart out.
  10. When I'm upset, I don't really show it.
  11. I have dimples on my lower back.
  12. I have double eyelids.
  13. I got a interview to either promote clubs, model, or be a go-go dancer; I'm aiming more towards the go-go dancer. GET PAID TO DANCE!
  14. I use to be skinnier then I already am.
  15. I wish I tried harder in high school.
  16. I use to eat crayons when I was younger.
  17. I want to work as one of those dancers at Disneyland!
  18. Recently, I started to lose my trust in guys.
  19. Lately, my problem solver has been drinking.
  20. I like driving around by myself to random places sometimes like the beach at night or the mountains.
  21. Looks can be deceiving. I may look like the happiest person on Earth, but I'm just trying to stay on the positive side of things when I'm really dying hard on the inside.
  22. I have a lot of patience and forgiveness in me.
  23. Sometimes I wish that people would do as much for me as I do for them.
  24. I'm normally a nice person but if you disrespect me then you're going to be on my bad side.
  25. Trust me, I give out a lot of chances, and if you don't take those chances when they're right in front of you, PFT forget it.
  26. If you're going to walk out of my life, I'm not going to stop you or chase after you because I'm not the one who gave up. I'll just be the one who will still be here.
  27. I get annoyed when I get picked on about my height constantly.
  28. I believe that everyone isn't perfect, but whats life without imperfection?
  29. I am easily annoyed and have a temper problem, but I learned to tolerate with people until they cross the line to level 2.
  30. I LOVE DISNEY :D
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Capricorn. Zodiac signs are just a psychological thing for you to believe in what you read. Other then that, I find it interesting even if its right or wrong. Let's look at one!

Few people are as practical and ambitious as Capricorn. Yours is the tenth sign, an earthy element, which makes you down to earth and matter-of-fact. Caution is your second name and this is due to Saturn, your ruling planet. You are sometimes shy and lack self confidence and self-esteem.

I've never met a Capricorn who was afraid of hard work in order which to achieve what they want in life. You are ambitious and go for your dreams and usually end up successful. You like money but not if it involves risk. You prefer to know exactly where your dollars and cents are going. You prefer traditional types of savings.

Others do not generally see you as too enthusiastic but when people get to know you, you do have a side to your nature which is humorous and affectionate. You like to work quietly and effectively without creating too much bother or attention to yourself.

You are emotionally cool so you don't warm to people that easily until you get to know them. Once you get closer you start to feel comfortable with them. Suspicion is one of the chief traits of Capricorn and when you meet people for the first time it is your way of displaying maturity by not jumping the gun. You like to understand what another person is really about.

You are a big thinker even though you work methodically and practically by taking your time to achieve what you set out to do. You never like airy, fairy concepts and only work on ideas which will vouch safe your financial and material security in the future. You are not a clock watcher when you work because you believe in doing a job right the first time round. You also hate wasting time. You are frugal, resourceful and hard working. Commitment is natural to you which is why, as I said earlier, you are likely to be successful in anything you attempt.

Not all Capricorns are supported in their lives so you learnt from an early age how to be self sufficient and to make it alone. You know exactly how to achieve your ambitions by yourself. Your primary philosophy is that self sufficiency is strength so you do not like to ask others to carry you. This also has a basis in the fact that you like to take full credit for what you achieve.

"Expect the worst but hope for the best" is a saying that I have often heard many Capricorns repeat. Basically you are very level-headed and don't expect things to happen overnight. People admire the way you work because you are motivated by your ambitions but also like to perfect your work and do it properly. You can always be relied upon to help others and not cut corners.

A traditional life style appeals to you because you like things in their place and need to be in control. Because of this you are not always the most exciting person to be around but you are extremely loyal and will never let anyone down when you give them your word. It does not seem to bother you that others see you as less adventurous. The name of the game to you is living life on your own terms rather than compromising.

Sometimes others make the mistake of thinking you are elitist. They get the sense you are looking down on them but this is not so because you are actually a very generous person with both your money and your time and if the cause is a worthy one there are fewer who are as generous as you.

Due to your cautious and meticulous mind you are a wonderful judge of character and can easily see through the BS. You are aware of the consequences of partnership both commercially and personally and are absolutely committed to your word.

If others get to know you they will understand that you are a very trustworthy, dependent, punctual individual that you can always be counted on to fulfil their needs and help them if the occasion arises.

In money matters you are extremely hard to deal with and are sometimes seen as being overly materialistic. Although you do drive a hard bargain your integrity always steers your course in life.

You have an incredible capacity to withstand the blows of life and even if times get tough your resilience and dedication is second to none. You gain greater strength than others from whatever misfortune occurs. You are like the steel under the blacksmith's hammer, getting stronger with every blow!

Your token is the Goat which shows just how capable you are of reaching the heights of any mountain. Your success is likely to occur later in life but when it does, you share what you have with others. You like measuring your success through what you have.

You expect people to be just as trustworthy as yourself. If you accept a responsibility you do so with full commitment. You always demand the same level of integrity from anyone you deal with both in the work place and at home.

You are sure to scale the heights of success and due to your keen focus, discipline and concentration your ruling planet Saturn insures a great deal of success, power and happiness. Capricorn stands for courage and achievement after a long and tedious effort.
http://www.astrology.com.au/12signs/capricorn.asp

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
A moment that I felt the most satisfied in my life RECENTLY was when I got to go to Disneyland with Judy (: Why? Because I've been having so much problems recently and I just needed to go to the happiest place on Earth! Especially with someone who just wants to go and have fun watching shows, parades, taking a bunch of pictures, running around, etc! Heck I didn't really care about the rides, I just wanted to do things that I haven't done or seen in ages! I spent a load of money but I finally had a day to relax and have some fun (: Thanks Judy!

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
The way I plan it to be.

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
First love? Oh damn! We go way back to pre-school! Life long Corey Matthews & Topanga Lawrence type of love? I admit, I did like someone for that long but we were never together or anything. The thing is.. he moved to Vegas after second grade so I was sad. Eventually we came back into each other lives and look where we are today! College and he's back in California! But what can I say bout this guy? We went through I wouldn't say a lot but a life long friendship together. The both of us felt the same way for each other but we knew that it was best that we keep it that way (: I was young! I didn't know what love was! But I was sure in like with this guy forever!

My first kiss went a little like this! And twist! :D My first kiss was in kindergarden when I would go over to a friends house because no one was home and we were just playing sonic the hedgehog. Then he took my first kiss! But let's go to my first kiss that I was hella sprung over! I was in the 7th grade and I was with this guy for about 8 months? It was a crazy roller coaster! Anyways, we barley started going out like a month ago and he was walking me down to Alpine because I had to go home. Normally we would just hug and go but this time it was hug, pull me back, lifs me chin up and bam! :D

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
  1. Wong Fu - Dance To This Song
  2. Taylor Swift - Never Grow Up
  3. Norwegian Recycle - How Six Songs Collide
  4. Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins
  5. New Boyz - Break My Bank
  6. Chris Brown - Ain't Thinkin Bout You [ft. Tyga]
  7. Norwegian Recycle -Wait For The Worlds Greatest
  8. Demi Lovato - Work of Art
  9. Taylor Swift - Ours
  10. Mario Vazquez - One Shot

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

I'm pretty sure that many people thought about it more then once in their life. A time when I really thought about ending my life was when my high school days were just going down hill. From one family death to another. From a small heart break to a shattered heart. From doing well in school to falling behind. From losing one friend to finding out who my true friends are. From one stress to another. From my priorities to adding on more extra curricular and responsibilities. Etc. But hey, suicidal thoughts are common but there's much more that life has to offer! So what I did was, well with the help of friends, picked myself up and continued living on!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

Honesty, I don't go to temple or do all that what not all the time but I respect not only my religion but everyone else as well because everyone has their own beliefs. Religion is a part of your culture and even if some people say that "I only believe in it because I'm (insert race here)" well .. it's their choice to believe in it or not. Heck I don't care if "my parents forced me into this religion" because it's my choice and honestly, I like who I am today from what I was raised to believe in.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Oh lazy days.

YAY! Four movies came in the mail today! I got.. Mean Girls, Main in Manhattan, Crossroads, and You Got Served! I was about to pop in Mean Girls until I noticed that the disc was all dirty! Right away I returned it.

So this morning I tried registering for my winter classes.. BUT THEY'RE ALL FULL D; Soo what I'm going to try to do now is just sit here and hope someone drop classes.. or try to add when winter comes along. Maybe I'll get lucky!

Anyways, so after crying about my classes, I went to drop off my sister at Union Station for her every other week visit to her fiancee. They finally decided on when they want to get married! And she said she'd buy a Disneyland annual pass during winter so yay more reasons to go to Disneyland just because! I actually need to spend more time with that bitch I mean.. that oh so dearest older sister of mine before she moves out and live with Mithun. Wait.. when I transfer to San Diego she'll be down there a few blocks away! I need to get away from her!

Any who.. I went to pick up Judy right after. Stopped by the post office. Man I love going to that post office because this one guy who works there is always so happy and full of spirit! x) then we went back to her house to drop off Teresa stuff. Went to Chinatown to drop off my mail and bought boba then went to buy stuff for grandma. We pretty much spent the day watching The Back-Up Plan, Toy Story 3, and Just Wright. And then worked on my puzzle x)

OMG Toy Story 3 made me sooo sad! I can't talk about what happen here since some people still haven't watched it yet! And Just Wright was just plain cute! :D

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Mhmm drugs and alcohol. Well I haven't done any drugs but alcohol on the other hand.. Personally I don't think it's bad at all to drink every now and then just for fun. Just as long as you know your limits and all then it's all good. Everyone needs a little fun in their lives (:

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

In 10 years? I'd be 28 almost 29.. soo I would like to be living on my own with a steady job at least. A well paying job would be a plus. Who knows if I would be married or not. I still want to be dancing and living a happy life. Oh and at Disneyland (:

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Day 01: Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Currently I am single. The single life feels good. No one to stress over. No one to worry bout getting all over protective. I get to party more now. I'm free to do as I please. I'm free to talk to who I want. Etc.

But sometimes, I do miss having someone around.

New 30 day challenge!

Day 01: Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.

Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.

Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.

Day 18 - Your beliefs.

Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.

Day 20 - How important you think education is.

Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.

Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 girls who are famous who you find attractive.

Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.

Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.

Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.

Day 27 - A problem that you have had.

Day 28 - Something that you miss.

Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.

Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month

Monday, November 1, 2010

Happy Birthday Rey! (:

Wheeeee! Hi best friend! You're finally 18 and can legally to walk into porn shops! :D You're probably not going to read this since you're rarely on blogger anymore but I would like to take the time to say that it is very unfortunate that you were born 18 years ago! Nah I'm just kidding my nigguh! I'm glad that we got the chance to meet in life because in all honesty, you're one of the bestest friend I ever had! Okay maybe I'm not all that glad cause.. nah okay I'll stop being mean :P But yeah even though we went to different high schools and had our differences, we still manged to make it through and heck when I'm not having a good day, you and Yong are always down for me! Shitttt what can I say? I love having you around! From quiet Rey to the Rey today. Crazyyy but you're still the same guy to me :D Well since you're legal now, we can finally go clubbing and do all those stuff that you couldn't do when you were underage! I'm sorry that I didn't get to say happy birthday to you in person but you know that I would've right? I love you best friend! Happy Birthday! :D
"It’s a scientific fact: women remember everything. The hippocampus takes up a larger percent of the female brain than the male brain, which is good to know because it’s where memories are formed. So while you remember — maybe — the day you met, she’s recorded your first flirtation, first phone call, first date, first kiss, etc."