First Parking Ticket

So after school, Judy and I went to the lollicup in Chinatown. I was pulling out of the alley way to drop Judy off at the loading zone and I was turning out after she got out. As I was waiting for the cars to pass by, THE FUCKEN PARKING ENFORCER CAME AND STUCK A ENVELOP ON MY WINDOW. I WAS LIKE.. OH HELL NAH. And I couldn't argue with him because I was already blocking people who were driving by way. When I looked at the ticket, it said that I was parked at a no parking zone and I was unattended. WTF BITCH I WAS IN THE CAR. AND $85 FOR THAT SHIT? FUCKEN RETARDED.

Yellow Roses

So random and unexpected but thanks Andy (:

The Meaning of Yellow Roses:
The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. As such, the yellow rose is an ideal symbol for joy and friendship.

History:

Primary Significance: Friendship, Joy, Get Well

Yellow roses have a shorter, albeit no less fascinating, history than other roses. It wasn't until around the 18th century that yellow roses were discovered growing naturally in parts of the Middle East. Prior to this, roses in cultivation predominantly existed in various shades of pink and to a lesser extent, white. However, once the first yellow roses were introduced, their popularity quickly spread.

During roughly this same time period, new rose cross-breeding and hybridization techniques were being innovated. These experiments would play an important role in the evolution of the yellow rose. One of the more compelling attributes of most roses is their sweet smelling fragrance. This was a trait that the first yellow roses did not share, and in fact, quite the opposite was true! In time however, as breeding and cultivation methods were refined, hybridizers were able to gradually phase in the more pleasing aroma that rose-lovers are accustomed to.

Also changed over the years were the meanings related to yellow roses. Throughout history, the color yellow has been closely associated with the sun. As the source of light and warmth, the sun is integral to life on Earth, and has been worshiped in many early societies. It should come as no surprise that the color of the sun would hold many positive connotations. In many Eastern cultures, for example, the color yellow represents joy, wisdom and power. However, in Europe at the time of the introduction of these roses, the color yellow carried much more negative overtones. Consequently, yellow roses were long used as a symbol for jealousy and dying love. As time went on, however, the more universal meanings connected with the color yellow have come to prevail and entwine themselves with the yellow rose. Today yellow roses are more commonly associated with joy and friendship.

A bouquet of yellow roses now brings to mind all of the sunny, cheerful feelings of warmth and happiness. In contrast to the romantic meanings attributed to other roses, the yellow rose is purely a symbol for friendship. This gives it a unique place in the pantheon of roses. Yellow roses can send the perfect message of appreciation and platonic love without the romantic subtext of other colors. They can represent feelings of joy and delight, and are an ideal way to brighten someone's day who may be feeling down. There is perhaps no other flower that is able to bring out a smile in quite the way that a yellow rose can

Fuck my fucken morning,

So last night I went to bed not feeling well and I wake up to fucken bullshit. My mom was all bitching at me and yelling at me to wake up to drive fucken Molina to the bus stop. And she got all mad and bitchy saying "I WOKE YOU UP 3 TIMES! IF YOU DONT WAKE UP IM GOING TO HIT YOU" WELL MOM IF YOU WOKE ME UP I WOULD BE UP WOULDN'T I? AND THEN COME MOLINA SAYING "I THOUGHT YOU WERE ALREADY AWAKE". WELL IF I WAS ALREADY AWAKE I WOULDNT BE GROUCHY WOULD I? AND WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU COME DOWN 15 MIN BEFORE THE BUS COMES? I HAVE TO WARM UP MY FUCKEN CAR TOO.

FUCK LEARN HOW TO TAKE THE FUCKEN BUS AND MANAGE YOUR TIME SCHEDULE. DONT BE FUCKEN LAZY. YOU SWEAR AS IF DADDY DROVE ME TO SCHOOL EVERY MORE. YOU SWEAR AS IF DADDY DROVE ME TO SCHOOL WHEN I WAS SICK. YOU SWEAR AS IF DADDY DROVE ME TO SCHOOL WHEN I HURT MY LEG. LEARN NOT TO FUCKEN DEPEND ON PEOPLE ALL THE TIME. AND STOP FUCKEN TEXTING ME TO PICK YOUR ASS UP. I HAVE CLASS YOU KNOW.

EVERYTHING IS JUST FUCKEN BUILDING UP MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY. I'M AT THE FUCKEN POINT WHERE I CAN'T HOLD ANYTHING IN NO MORE. I JUST WANT TO FUCKEN BREAK DOWN AND FUCKEN PUNCH A WALL OR BREAK A FUCKEN WINDOW AND JUST GET FUCKEN FUCKED UP TO FORGET IT ALL. FUCK

Santa Monica Beach

THE HOTTEST DAY IN L.A. HISTORY! 113 DEGREE FAHRENHEIT! D;

So today I went to class to find out that class was canceled today! YAY! So Judy and I decided to go to the beach! We stopped by her house first, picked up Molina, went to McDonald, and picked up Tiffany and Kelly at Union Station. After we dropped off Tiffany, we went over to Kelly's house so that she can get some stuff. After she got her stuff, I drove home to change and grab stuff and on the way we go! Except I took the wrong freeway by accident =.=

When we finally got to the beach, it felt really nice compare to being in the city! We played in the water and I finally got to write my name in the sand! Freaken Kelly kept running around looking for rocks so that she can put her initials on the sand. After playing in the water, we walked around the pier and ended up heading home around 7.

Random Night!

So today was the first day of the YUCA Modern & Traditional dance practices. This year I'm a level higher! Promoted to choreographer baby! The morning started off with the main choreographers meeting together to finalize what we have set for the year. One thing that I'm really happy about is being strict on attendance. In all honesty, the past 2 years that I've been on the team, a lot of people got off easy on attendance and it really effects the team when people don't show up on time or they're absent a lot. It's really unfair to those who actually come to practice and work hard for it. In all honesty, cocky people who think they're good and can keep up needs to stfu because this is team work homie. Anyways, it was nice seeing people having fun and actually trying! It made me really happy! We started off with footwork and some basic stuff. After we took a break, we taught them a one eight count routine and they performed it for us. Oh another thing that made me really happy was that THERE WAS A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE INTERESTED IN TRADITIONAL! YAY! After everything, we just messed around with the music and just started dancing :D After the day was over, a couple of us stayed after to just relax and hang out. I love these kiddos (: Oh yeah.. AND EFF YOU JULIE FOR ELBOWING MY FACE! IMMA GET CHU BACK! WATCH YOUR BACK! >]

I went home and took a ice cold shower! It felt so nice! But I dried up so fast! D; After relaxing for a bit, I headed out to dinner with Dennis and Trinh. We ended up going to eat at Coco's at Pasadena. I had a six cheese ravioli. Zomg it was really cheesy! I couldn't even finish it! We spent about a hour just talking and catching up on stuff. Its nice not seeing people for a while sometimes because you can always have long conversations!

After dinner, I went to visit Kelly and her new car! I need to get her that "Sorry I drive too slow" sticker! Randomly, we decided to go to Cha for Tea because she was hungry and I was thirsty so what the heck?! We had a nice conversation as well. While we were there, I saw Jenna & finally met Dareel! After they left, I saw Grace too! Random?! Hah Kelly and I had a nice conversation with our waiter too! I love how people are so friendly at Cha! We just talked about all these art related stuff but what got us talking was cause I was freestlying a bit so he was like "You dance?" Kelly and I were like "I bet this guy can do a backflip!" And whatta you know?! Another dancer! And a token black guy who works at Cha! Hah After that, we were bout to leave, AND GUESS WHO WAS AT THE CASHIER? YONG CHONG. YOURE A BITCH FOR NOT TALKING TO ME ANYMORE! Nah I'm just playing! (: After I caught up with him for a bit, Kelly and I headed home. On the way home we were just singing to the radio and that was pretty much my day (:

I loved today~

So the other day, I was thinking of auditioning for 909 hip-hop at UCR. But here's the thing.. I have a midterm for Psych that day :( I was thinking maybe I can at least make it to the 2 practice try-outs and I'm pretty sure I can make it to the actual auditions. But is it worth driving 100 miles [back and forth in total] for it? The down fall is gas, mileage, and I'd have to rush there all the time. Well.. I'm not sure bout the practice schedules but just throwing that out. But what i'll get out of it is that I'd be able to dance on a team and compete like the good old days! Tempting.. Or maybe I'll go out for something here.. I JUST REALLLY GOTTA DANCE!