dear dad

i put up with you long enough. never in my life have i ever said i love you cause i don't. i'm tired of you always taking your shit out on me and yell at me for no reason. i'm tired of you thinking that i'm the daughter that does bad things like stay out late to drink, party do drugs, and have sex. why would you think of me that way? is that the type of girl you think i am? is it cause i have more guy friends then girls that you think i'm under bad influence? you are so wrong. your total image of me is totally wrong. me? drinking, doing drugs, and having sex? you are totally funny. why do you hate YUCA so much? just because i spend most of my time there you hate it? you think i'm there just to hang out? wrong. i go there to work, help out, and build leadership skills in IP. i swear if it wasn't for YUCA, i'd totally be out and never home. atleast with YUCA, i'm out doing something good. me lazy? HA when was the last time you actually seen me do something i enjoy? you think i just sit in my room all day and do nothing? you have no idea who i am. you don't even know what i enjoy doing, my favorite food, what grade i'm in, who are my close friends, etc. hells you didn't even know i 'm turning 18. do you even know what i want to do in life? what i want to major in? what my goals are? what i do with my life? you have no idea. this is my last year in high school and your not helping one bit. your suppose to be supporting me, not being a totally asshole and putting me down. yelling at me for the most stupidest shit ever. and never listen nor ask. you just jump into conclusions and say things from your point of view. i've been waiting to get the fuck out of this house. out of the 4 daughters you have, never in my life have you ever supported me in what i do. everything to you is apparently a waste of time and a bad influence to my little sisters. well you know what? i'm beginning to lose my patience with you.

i strongly dislike you even more then ever.

it's a bad month

so after YUCA i come home to this..

dad: come here
mom: don't yell she probably hasnt eaten yet
dad: did you eat yet?!
me: noo
mom: she probably has hw just leave her alone
dad: do you ahve homework?
me: i just have studying
dad: DO YOU AHVE HOMEWORK
me: NO I JUST HAVE STUDYING
mom: just let her go eat and do hw
dad: WHY ARE YOU HOME AT 8?!
me: cause i was at YUCA
dad: I THOUGHT IT ENDED AT 6:30?!
me: i had to wait for cabinent meeting to finish before i get a ride
dad: fine get out of my face
grandma: how many days of school do you ahve tthis week?
me: 4
grandma: why are you ditching? your school called again
me: i went on a fieldtrip today
grandma: are you lying to me?!
blah blah balh and i just walked away

sometimes.. family can hurt you the hardest with the little things they say..

HF day! (:

Ok so this morning I woke up about 9am to get ready, but it ended up with my older sister showering so I had to wait. I went outside just for a stretch and watered the front yard garden. Damn my dogs, Brandy & Booger, got all jumpy. I was like "too early!"After I went back inside the house to get ready.

I left the house bout maybe 9:50am? Caught the bus and headed down to the train. When I was about to get on the train, I realized that my TAP card was missing, so I quickly ran off the train and retraced my steps. Finally I found it and caught the next train ! WHEW! Morning work out! So I caught the red line, got off at 7th Street, then I got on the blue line. It was a nice relaxing ride there. Especially this cute little baby! Finally I arrived at Del Amo station and began walking to Louis house. I texted him but no response :O So when I got closer I called and it turned out he slept through his alarm clock LOL So I got to his house and Angela was still sleeping.. kinda. So while they got ready, we just chatted and caught up on whats new and stuff. Then Rex finally arrived! Finally we headed out !

Damnnnnnn we ate gooood! Hah we were making Rex try to finish the food as his progress of joining PKC (:
to be continued. dad kicking me off comp >;o

happy wish day! make another at 11:11 (:

i had a good day & night x3

711

After school, Van, Tina, and I went to 711. After picking out what I wanted to buy, we were just minding our own business and paying for my food. Suddenly, we hear a loud noise behind us around the store. Apparently some kid was trying to steal a monster and the owner caught him. While calling the police, I think the kid started struggling or trying to get away from the guy. Still minding our own business, we suddenly hear a lady screaming "WTF HE'S JUST A KID! WHY DID YOU HIT HIM?! IS HE YOUR KID?! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!" and it went on from there. Once we turned around we sad the kid freeing himself and running out the store.

Damn after I finally paid for my food, we just left cause the owner and lady were arguing so we just gtfo out of there cause it was scaryyyyyyyyy stuff.

EEE I GOT OWNED!

so during 4th period i went over to the college center to work on my EOP applications. i finished the essay part and then when i clicked next, it said that the page expired and my whole essay got

D E L E T E D

EFFF MY LIFEEEEEEEE D;