"why are you still with him?"

One day I might not have an answer if this keeps happening..

Appreciate what you have

Because one day you might just end up pushing me away further then you should

I miss being happy..

I give up on myself.

Because he really cares..

So this past Friday.. I was at a install with my pledge sisters. I was an emotional wreck so I asked Eugene if I could come over after.. I told him I was suppose to end around 11 and that I would head over after but little did I know.. we ended up staying till like 11:45 and my phone died! Plus! On the way back to Rosemead.. we hit traffic because there was road construction going on so only 2 lanes were open and we didn't get back till like.. 12:30-12:45. Right when we got to Lynn's house, I jumped into my car to charge my phone right away! When my phone finally charged.. I called Eugene right away and boy was he mad.. Things weren't going well..

Finally when I got to him.. it wasn't pretty.. I found out that he called so many people like crazy and had so many people call me just to find out where I was because he was really worried.. I mean.. what could I do if my phone was dead.. Lynn's was dead.. and I had no way of contacting him? We made up and all.. but it just made me realize how much he really cares about me even more.. I mean yeah we fought and all but.. What can I say? I would flip out too if I were to be in his shoes.

This weekend, he pretty much made sure I was okay and forget about all my problems.

Let's not get into details bout that talks we had (:

I love you babe ♥